Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Ho Ho Ho, the dreaded and darn exams are finally over! A relief? At times, I thought otherwise. I'm weird. I'm feeling lost laa, have been mugging for the past weeks, but now I can afford to glue myself to the TV as though I've plenty of time to waste. Maybe I do have plenty to waste. haha. The start of the holis, what am I gonna do man! aaargghhh. I want it to end quick, but wait, I don't want my results back. I'm so contradicting. I can't stand myself!

Alright, was supposed to club tonight, but well, everything got pretty screwed up. Me and nette, we are practically rotting at home. Not to mention, it's raining damn heavily now! kinda shiok to stay home, plus can save money. hmmm, that's to make me feel better. haha. Anyway, nette's pretty disappointed with her friends. nvm k, throw them away, you've me. Just like how I've you right??? hmmm.

My last paper, probably marks more time for you and me. But, I doubt so now. Wanted so much to spend time together tonight, don't expect you to stick with me and not be with your precious friends, at least ask me to join you guys? Maybe, we don't click and it's not possible. Fine. I can be alone, and I'm fine living my life without you. Cos' when I feel like I need you the most, I see you nowhere. Not blaming you or what so ever, cos I know I wasn't there at times too. Whatever it is, be happy and I know you'll be better off without

C'est tout.
at 2:30 AM